sometimes i do hide the truth just to keep other safe . i often back up other people by hiding the truth . i wouldn't spoiled others image as i know that it's hurt enough . sometimes i keeps quiet , it doesn't means that i'm wrong or i don't know anything . sometimes i feels sorry too for the words that come out from my mouth when i'm lost of control . or the words that i spoke out does not really come from my heart/not what i meant . but then for saying sorry is not an easy way for me . well , i need to change! i'm trying my best to transform the new me . ignore the bad attitude of mine whenever i'm showing it out as you need to know that sometimes i could respond than what you thought . i'm sensitive , i mean over-sensitive and i'm more childish than a small kid . i do hurt people before and people do hurt me before . i pretend to smile and laugh like hell even i'm not happy/satisfied with it . i don't mind as long as people around me feels calm and happy . i know my friends love me for the real me! :D
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